jastine's insight

i can't no longer stand how i feel inside
i just can't take it when you don't talk to me
i can't do anything but to pretend dumb
but now,it seems like you're numb...

you don't even greet me,
if you just know how hard it is to me,
it breaks my only chance to be closer to you,
even if i want to,i just can't...

what should i do?
i want to be always with you
i want to stay by your side
because i think i'm already loving you secretly...

but what will happen next?
will i stay like this forever?
can't we be close again?
or does it mean that we'll have to be apart?

even if it's hard,i'll take it..
i'll be the very best that i can be,
before we step different worlds apart,
i'm gonna tell you how i feel...

this year will be the last...
my only chance to be with you...
but if this won't work,
i'll stop...i'm gonna set you free...